Once I got my letter from Jabatan Pelajaran Perak last week and saw the words"TIDAK DILULUSKAN", I was totally panic and scared. I realized I would lost my direction if I can't switch to Arts. Now I know I really don't want to stay in science stream which didn't related with my future careers. The only best choice for me is doing Arts in Form 6. I can assure that I must leave science stream even computing class was so interesting. Besides this, I do feel that many obstacles or challenges in live are come towards me. What's wrong with me? I found out that I was useless..I can't solve all these problems. The only way is keeping my finger cross and hoping that everything will be alright. I was scared until forgot to have my meal, can't sleep well and even feeling vomited once I worried this and that..help help help help help............
God, please give me your strength to overcome all my problems. I can't escape and have to be brave to face all of it now. I was not a child any more.
I want to change stream no matter in what condition!! Please approve my appealing letter, please please please..I feel suffering on over worried about the appealing of changing stream and I don't want to waste my time anymore! Time is precious!!!
Tuesday, 22 June 2010
Wednesday, 9 June 2010
Mister 'E'
Hmm...
Again and again, I reminding myself to talk English more often. It is at lower average!! I feel struggling when learning English. Could anyone tell me what to do? I really need someone to guide me learn it in the proper, alternative and effective way. I'm finding the solutions and try my very best for my English now. Even the main purpose I doing Form6 now is to force and push me improving speaking and listening in English. I found out SMI is a best place that can totally influenced me to having English conversation all the day. I do hope I can speak it fluently like others. Just that simple. And, I just aimed to get Band4 for my MUET as I know my English level is low.
I've taken the great initiative to do well for it. Normally I used up 3-5 dictionaries when writing English essay at home. Am I normal?? My mom was so 'proud' of me once she see me made a mess in living room. Can you imagine it? The living room is full of books, papers, dictionaries, school bag on the sofa and floor, pens everywhere...It is not for guest anymore, it is my heaven...wakakakaka...
Perhaps I would be 'the most talkative one' in my class if I could speaking English fluently. Now I just feel strange to the others. I found out I was dare to talk with others in English at other places but not at school! What's wrong with me? OMG, I hate discriminate by others..
I really hate some of them who always say my English is worst and need improvement without showing or correcting my mistakes. They should pointing out my mistake or errors and not to 'forgive' it or just keep quiet. How come they are so selfish to share their knowledge with me since their English is better than me? Don't think you are good enough in English and you can bully me, I'm here telling you-I WILL MAKE YOU REGRET LATER. Well, I'm very thankful if someone is willing to help me, teach me and give me some directions and advices to improve it well.
Again and again, I reminding myself to talk English more often. It is at lower average!! I feel struggling when learning English. Could anyone tell me what to do? I really need someone to guide me learn it in the proper, alternative and effective way. I'm finding the solutions and try my very best for my English now. Even the main purpose I doing Form6 now is to force and push me improving speaking and listening in English. I found out SMI is a best place that can totally influenced me to having English conversation all the day. I do hope I can speak it fluently like others. Just that simple. And, I just aimed to get Band4 for my MUET as I know my English level is low.
I've taken the great initiative to do well for it. Normally I used up 3-5 dictionaries when writing English essay at home. Am I normal?? My mom was so 'proud' of me once she see me made a mess in living room. Can you imagine it? The living room is full of books, papers, dictionaries, school bag on the sofa and floor, pens everywhere...It is not for guest anymore, it is my heaven...wakakakaka...
Perhaps I would be 'the most talkative one' in my class if I could speaking English fluently. Now I just feel strange to the others. I found out I was dare to talk with others in English at other places but not at school! What's wrong with me? OMG, I hate discriminate by others..
I really hate some of them who always say my English is worst and need improvement without showing or correcting my mistakes. They should pointing out my mistake or errors and not to 'forgive' it or just keep quiet. How come they are so selfish to share their knowledge with me since their English is better than me? Don't think you are good enough in English and you can bully me, I'm here telling you-I WILL MAKE YOU REGRET LATER. Well, I'm very thankful if someone is willing to help me, teach me and give me some directions and advices to improve it well.
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