The OptiOns~

Finally~
I've entered computing class in science stream.
The trouble and the problem are come to me now. I realized that I'm able to give others advice, persuading them to choose the subject that they interested in but not able to solve the same problem by myself since I'm having the same problem. Computing sounds interesting after listened to Pn Leela Devi's talk. Likewise, I cannot cope up with physics subject. These is the reasons why I'm choosing this class. I will be change to art stream as what I have planned for many years ago. I think I can be more successful if I study the subjects that related with business compared to science. I'm strongly support this decision at the beginning but once I enter LSS3, I've find out the class environment are suit to me and I hope that I can be their classmates or even build our friendship there. They are so nice and look friendly~Besides, I think I will have an enjoyable 6th form life study with them and obtain a good result together. It would be a unforgettable and memorable moment in my life if I can be their classmates in my 6th form life.

The situation was same like the time when I was choosing the classes in form 4. Teacher had placed me into S1. I appealed to change to S3 which have no Biology but replaced by Prinsip Perakaunan. Once my teacher approved me, he came to S1 and took me to S3. At that moment, all my beloved classmates looked at me with depressed expressions. After I stepped out from S1, I reminded myself not to be regret, trust myself and dare to bare the consequences to the option that I have chosen. But I did not obtained the good result in my SPM~ I noticed that the class environment could affected me to be more successful or pulled me down. And now, I have to face these kind of problem again. I stuck again between the computing package and art stream. I have no idea if I was choosing computing, what courses I can take after STPM? Likewise, if I study in art stream, what kind of job and courses that I can take after the exam? The paths seem more narrow compared to science stream.

I feel scare now. I scare to make these decision again. It would lead me to different paths and affects my future. Anyway, I'm applying to change stream as it was my first choice. In case I'm failed to appeal to art stream, then I will consider to stay in computing class.:-) Let the fate decide everything.