^21 Guns^

Since I was damn love this song from December last year, I tried so hard to find out the song title and the singer's name. I searched it through net, newspapers, radio...Unfortunately, I've failed to figure it out for almost 6 months! Thanks Suit Ying for helping me asked her brother to figure out it once I singing this song in front of her. It is a nice songs to hear although the singer are not looking smart or handsome (sorry yea,you are not my cup of tea =.=). Anyway, I would like to recommend this song to the public and share this with all of you.
Here are the lyrics of this "21 guns by Green Day".

Do you know what's worth fighting for,

When it's not worth dying for?

Does it take your breath away

And you feel yourself suffocating?

Does the pain weigh out the pride?

And you look for a place to hide?

Did someone break your heart inside?

You're in ruins

One, 21 guns

Lay down your arms

Give up the fight

One, 21 guns

Throw up your arms into the sky,

You and I

When you're at the end of the road

And you lost all sense of control

And you're thoughts have taken their toll

When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul

Your faith walks on broken glass

And the hangover doesn't pass

Nothing's ever built to last

You're in ruins

One, 21 guns

Lay down your arms

Give up the fight

One, 21 guns

Throw up your arms into the sky,

You and I

Did you try to live on your own

When you burned down the house and home?

Did you stand too close to the fire?

Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone

When it's time to live and let die

And you can't get another try

Something side this heart has died

You're in ruins

One, 21 guns

Lay down your arms

Give up the fight

One, 21 guns

Throw up your arms into the sky

One, 21 guns

Lay down your arms

Give up the fight

One, 21 guns

Throw up your arms into the sky,

You and I~

Let's support it =]

The OptiOns~

Finally~
I've entered computing class in science stream.
The trouble and the problem are come to me now. I realized that I'm able to give others advice, persuading them to choose the subject that they interested in but not able to solve the same problem by myself since I'm having the same problem. Computing sounds interesting after listened to Pn Leela Devi's talk. Likewise, I cannot cope up with physics subject. These is the reasons why I'm choosing this class. I will be change to art stream as what I have planned for many years ago. I think I can be more successful if I study the subjects that related with business compared to science. I'm strongly support this decision at the beginning but once I enter LSS3, I've find out the class environment are suit to me and I hope that I can be their classmates or even build our friendship there. They are so nice and look friendly~Besides, I think I will have an enjoyable 6th form life study with them and obtain a good result together. It would be a unforgettable and memorable moment in my life if I can be their classmates in my 6th form life.

The situation was same like the time when I was choosing the classes in form 4. Teacher had placed me into S1. I appealed to change to S3 which have no Biology but replaced by Prinsip Perakaunan. Once my teacher approved me, he came to S1 and took me to S3. At that moment, all my beloved classmates looked at me with depressed expressions. After I stepped out from S1, I reminded myself not to be regret, trust myself and dare to bare the consequences to the option that I have chosen. But I did not obtained the good result in my SPM~ I noticed that the class environment could affected me to be more successful or pulled me down. And now, I have to face these kind of problem again. I stuck again between the computing package and art stream. I have no idea if I was choosing computing, what courses I can take after STPM? Likewise, if I study in art stream, what kind of job and courses that I can take after the exam? The paths seem more narrow compared to science stream.

I feel scare now. I scare to make these decision again. It would lead me to different paths and affects my future. Anyway, I'm applying to change stream as it was my first choice. In case I'm failed to appeal to art stream, then I will consider to stay in computing class.:-) Let the fate decide everything.